are you out there?
sometimes i wonder if youre out there. i mean think about it. as a people we’ve explored our solar system and ventured into outer space with out a single sign of alien life. are you out there?
yes, i know you are. i feel your gravitational pull. i know you’re out there, somewhere looking for me just as i am looking for you. ill pass a stranger on the street and we’ll lock eyes and just for a moment i wonder, “Is this you?” occasionally, i’ll even feel my heart ping as we pass each other. a shift in earth’s axis. you.
for this reason and this reason alone i know you’re out there.
there were a few instances that i thought i’d found you. i got close once. so close. but i told you early on, you weren’t mine, that you didn’t belong to me. i think i ultimately knew that, but i decided to fall in love with you anyway. it had been so long since i had been wanted or wanted another the way i wanted you.
fast forward to now. it’s been three months since we’ve broken up. i’m over you, but i still love you.