i call again. is this real? stop being so negative you shout. once you fuck with me you’re stuck with me you say. i pleaded with you. i don’t want to miss out on falling in love with you. again. i don’t want to fall in love with you over the phone. i want you here with me. i want to feel your skin against my skin. i want to taste your lips. smell your hair. i want us to fuck until we can’t any more. i want us to start our future now in the present. now that i found you is it too much to have you now? i hate having to wait.